I always feel very guilty after posting entries like the previous one because I dont want to make you all worry. Usually, I'll filter what to post before typing them out. But I guess I was too angry that day and lost control on myself.
*SORRY!!*
Anyway, I m ok already.. Really! Thanks =)
posted at 7:49 pm.
Sunday, January 28, 2007
Thursday, January 25, 2007
Laoda is very pissed off and disgusted by what someone has been doing recently.
She doesnt know and no longer care whether it means she still cares for him.
She is so angry that she can feel her tears evaporating.
Some people are just so experienced in cheating girls.
Some people just dont change.
Some people are just so selfish.
Laoda dont know how to believe in a guy's words anymore.
posted at 12:27 am.
She doesnt know and no longer care whether it means she still cares for him.
She is so angry that she can feel her tears evaporating.
Some people are just so experienced in cheating girls.
Some people just dont change.
Some people are just so selfish.
Laoda dont know how to believe in a guy's words anymore.
posted at 12:27 am.
Saturday, January 20, 2007
Hey Cyn, it's not that I have neglected my blog. In fact, I visit my own blog almost everyday. =)Haha.. Like Anli, I often click on the red 'X' at the corner after typing a few lines. Many things have happened and I have got so much to say everyday but there's always this voice in me who has been able to convince me not to mention it here.. It told me not to because some things are better left unsaid.
I think I'm gonna 'neglect' this blog of mine for the next 13 weeks? It's only week 2 and I have already bang seh my pillow for 2 days (out of 4 school days) . Of course, my family and friends are just as important as my studies. So dont be afraid that your calls and smses will disturb me. I always feel very guilty when my friends say something like that. Time management and efficiency are indeed the things I need most. Ok, I hear the voice again.. I shall end here..
Take care everybody =)
posted at 8:09 pm.
I think I'm gonna 'neglect' this blog of mine for the next 13 weeks? It's only week 2 and I have already bang seh my pillow for 2 days (out of 4 school days) . Of course, my family and friends are just as important as my studies. So dont be afraid that your calls and smses will disturb me. I always feel very guilty when my friends say something like that. Time management and efficiency are indeed the things I need most. Ok, I hear the voice again.. I shall end here..
Take care everybody =)
posted at 8:09 pm.
Sunday, January 07, 2007
MON - Outing with P5!
(Photos from archive)
Went to Bugis with P5! We had lunch @ V8 before a short shopping session at BJ. We updated one another of what was happening in each of our lives and shared our problems together as well. Bought a shirt which was chosen by Cyn. "This looks like your style.." was all she said to make me feel like buying.. Cuz it is indeed some design which I like. Haha.. Really love this kinda feeling when your friends know exactly what you like or dont like without you having to mention a single thing. On my way home, a song kept replaying in my mind. It simply reflects my mood after spending the day with them. "Happy! Sha-la-la.. Its so nice to be happy!" Haha.. It's indeed one of the rare occasion where those sticky troubles in my mind go for a holiday.
TUE - Chuan Ming's Birthday Celebration
This is the first birthday celebration of the year. It's always great to meet up with BN people.. They are really a group of 好人。Hehe.. Hope Kevin's phone has recovered. =) Thank you for the treat, Chuan Ming! Thank you for all the arrangement, Anli! Thanks for the photoss, Cen Ying!
SAT - Flaming Chalet + Jin Wen's 21st birthday!
(Thank you SHARON for the photos!!)
Jin Wen is my TALLEST friend. Hehe.. Beside being tall, he is a super 大好人。Let me recall this incident that took place when we were in Sec 3.. CCHS used to have those big drains beside the bus stops that has 76 and 135, remember? Hehe.. There was this fine day where we walked to the bus stop together. When the bus arrived, I used my hand to signal to him that the bus had arrived. My hand accidentally hit his hand which was holding his branded wallet. And...The wallet fell into the dirty drain filled with litter and BLACK liquid. I was super duper shocked and didnt know what to do except saying sorry. Jin Wen calmly went down to the drain, picked up the wallet and allowed the dirty water to finish dripping from his wallet. Meanwhile, he just smiled and said “不要紧！”
Anyway, really enjoyed myself @ his party yesterday! Loads of nice food. Haha... Met a few long lost friends like YU LING and Guan Yong. Reminded me of the moments we had in Secondary School..
If I ever have a time machine, Secondary School life would be the very first choice on my mind. =)
Meanwhile... School's starting tomorrow!
I dont know why I am not sad over it. Probably because I hate working life much more. Haha.. Although I didnt manage to work at the Finance department this time, the working experience at HR department really taught me alot of things and gave me a chance to meet people from different backgrounds and countries. It has also further convinced me that school life is still better!
Last sem, many people gave me the WOW face when they found out that I did my tutorials until 5am sometimes. Actually, as compared to JC days, last sem wasnt the "most hardworking period of my life". That's why I aim to return to that level this sem. Furthermore, there are many other people who are even more hardworking than me! Compared to them, the effort I put in is actually nothing. Its not that I care about my grades so much that I must make sure I get an A or what. But I think I am not that 'crazy' as what some people think.. I just want to try my best in doing everything, if possible.. so that I would not have any regrets and wont disappoint my parents and myself.. I know they have been working very hard to make what I have now possible. As for myself, even if I dont achieve the targeted grades in the end, I can tell myself that I had already tried my best. I know I take a bit longer than most people to understand concepts and I am not exam-smart. Therefore, I have to take a different and longer route..
Anyway, it will be the first day of school tomorrow. Going back hall to clean up my room l8r.. Will try to clear any tutorials tomorrow (if any) asap so that I can free up some time for goong! Yeah.. I am slow.. I haven watch a single episode yet.. I want to watch prison break too!
Oh ya.. I seriously need to lose weight..after all the non-stop eating these few days! Ahh!!
For those going back to school... Jia you!
For those working for the nation.... Endure!
For those ORD-ed and looking for a job... Good luck!
posted at 12:55 pm.
(Photos from archive)
Went to Bugis with P5! We had lunch @ V8 before a short shopping session at BJ. We updated one another of what was happening in each of our lives and shared our problems together as well. Bought a shirt which was chosen by Cyn. "This looks like your style.." was all she said to make me feel like buying.. Cuz it is indeed some design which I like. Haha.. Really love this kinda feeling when your friends know exactly what you like or dont like without you having to mention a single thing. On my way home, a song kept replaying in my mind. It simply reflects my mood after spending the day with them. "Happy! Sha-la-la.. Its so nice to be happy!" Haha.. It's indeed one of the rare occasion where those sticky troubles in my mind go for a holiday.
TUE - Chuan Ming's Birthday Celebration
This is the first birthday celebration of the year. It's always great to meet up with BN people.. They are really a group of 好人。Hehe.. Hope Kevin's phone has recovered. =) Thank you for the treat, Chuan Ming! Thank you for all the arrangement, Anli! Thanks for the photoss, Cen Ying!
SAT - Flaming Chalet + Jin Wen's 21st birthday!
(Thank you SHARON for the photos!!)
Jin Wen is my TALLEST friend. Hehe.. Beside being tall, he is a super 大好人。Let me recall this incident that took place when we were in Sec 3.. CCHS used to have those big drains beside the bus stops that has 76 and 135, remember? Hehe.. There was this fine day where we walked to the bus stop together. When the bus arrived, I used my hand to signal to him that the bus had arrived. My hand accidentally hit his hand which was holding his branded wallet. And...The wallet fell into the dirty drain filled with litter and BLACK liquid. I was super duper shocked and didnt know what to do except saying sorry. Jin Wen calmly went down to the drain, picked up the wallet and allowed the dirty water to finish dripping from his wallet. Meanwhile, he just smiled and said “不要紧！”
Anyway, really enjoyed myself @ his party yesterday! Loads of nice food. Haha... Met a few long lost friends like YU LING and Guan Yong. Reminded me of the moments we had in Secondary School..
If I ever have a time machine, Secondary School life would be the very first choice on my mind. =)
Meanwhile... School's starting tomorrow!
I dont know why I am not sad over it. Probably because I hate working life much more. Haha.. Although I didnt manage to work at the Finance department this time, the working experience at HR department really taught me alot of things and gave me a chance to meet people from different backgrounds and countries. It has also further convinced me that school life is still better!
Last sem, many people gave me the WOW face when they found out that I did my tutorials until 5am sometimes. Actually, as compared to JC days, last sem wasnt the "most hardworking period of my life". That's why I aim to return to that level this sem. Furthermore, there are many other people who are even more hardworking than me! Compared to them, the effort I put in is actually nothing. Its not that I care about my grades so much that I must make sure I get an A or what. But I think I am not that 'crazy' as what some people think.. I just want to try my best in doing everything, if possible.. so that I would not have any regrets and wont disappoint my parents and myself.. I know they have been working very hard to make what I have now possible. As for myself, even if I dont achieve the targeted grades in the end, I can tell myself that I had already tried my best. I know I take a bit longer than most people to understand concepts and I am not exam-smart. Therefore, I have to take a different and longer route..
Anyway, it will be the first day of school tomorrow. Going back hall to clean up my room l8r.. Will try to clear any tutorials tomorrow (if any) asap so that I can free up some time for goong! Yeah.. I am slow.. I haven watch a single episode yet.. I want to watch prison break too!
Oh ya.. I seriously need to lose weight..after all the non-stop eating these few days! Ahh!!
For those going back to school... Jia you!
For those working for the nation.... Endure!
For those ORD-ed and looking for a job... Good luck!
posted at 12:55 pm.
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
January - New classmates then...
My friends from other Uni were telling me how competitive their classmates are and how their classmates looked down on people from certain JCs etc. I'm so glad and relieved that these don't happen to me. =)
Febuary - CNY
March - BUSY. Busy. busy.
Madness! A period of never-ending projects, quizzes and presentions! Made busier by CAC and tuition...
April - EXAMS
May - Flaming BBQ 2
June - Someone said I "用忙碌来麻痹和逃避失去的感觉"
July - Birthday Month
August - FOC 2006
September - Bye Bye CAC
October - Adeline's BACK! One of the many BN gatherings..
Nov - A period of revising, sharing notes, and helping one another to make life better = EXAM PERIOD
Dec - Holiday, gatherings &....WORK
Looking back....
I think my tear glands have produced the greatest amount of tears in 2006. ( I am not too sure if they add up to 1 litre of tears.. Haha)
But they are not totally wasted I guess.
From the numerous incidents, I have learnt and adopted new perceptions about life..which I hope are changes for the better..
posted at 1:06 am.
My friends from other Uni were telling me how competitive their classmates are and how their classmates looked down on people from certain JCs etc. I'm so glad and relieved that these don't happen to me. =)
Febuary - CNY
March - BUSY. Busy. busy.
Madness! A period of never-ending projects, quizzes and presentions! Made busier by CAC and tuition...
April - EXAMS
May - Flaming BBQ 2
June - Someone said I "用忙碌来麻痹和逃避失去的感觉"
July - Birthday Month
August - FOC 2006
September - Bye Bye CAC
October - Adeline's BACK! One of the many BN gatherings..
Nov - A period of revising, sharing notes, and helping one another to make life better = EXAM PERIOD
Dec - Holiday, gatherings &....WORK
Looking back....
I think my tear glands have produced the greatest amount of tears in 2006. ( I am not too sure if they add up to 1 litre of tears.. Haha)
But they are not totally wasted I guess.
From the numerous incidents, I have learnt and adopted new perceptions about life..which I hope are changes for the better..
posted at 1:06 am.